Thursday, April 28, 2005

Its da 28th April..!! 12am exactly as I am typing. I just read apple's blog. I wonder if she is talking about me..and that she is in a difficult position? Just wan to tell her that if it is me..hmm..I guess...u dun have to stand on any side..cos there wun be any major conflicts..as I am not a person who loves to 'find trouble' or stir anger in people...afterall..i tink i am the cause of it all...I do feel guilty..but..sometimes..I really really can't help it..sorry apple if it is me...and to some 'lack of normal maturity' people from this particular class...we do not win because we want revenge..we won because of our team-spirit. And taking revenge do not require team-spirit...please get the situation right before you make inferences. The reason why I am up so late is because I was doing my homework..Physics..Geog and Math...feel rather giddy now..and what is bad is that I did not complete my hw..at least I attempted..right? Lets do a little countdown..its erm..roughly 7 more months in this "turning to hell" school? No..excluding the June holidays...its 6 months. Im thinking what should I type now..oh yea..hope everything turns out fine tomorrow..and again..i have to sit at a place where I don't belong. I don't know..why do I feel so out of place..why do I seem to be taking away things that I should never have...why am I hurting people..why am I like that..im like..so mean..really..

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